Ocean

I love the ocean. It’s smell, beauty and its serenity. I love it so much because I relate to it.

My favorite way to describe myself:

I am like the Ocean. I will only let you see what I want to you to see. You may explore me and get all the way down to my deepest thought but you will get lost, for once you hit the deep dark ocean there will be nothing but black. On my calmest of days you may explore deep down into me but you will learn nothing new. Once you hit the darkness you will get silence. There is not further discovery unless I let you, which I won’t. On my worst day you won’t even get to see me for who I am. I am too clouded with my secretes and I am unruly. But once the storm is over I am back to my serene self. Joy and happiness on the horizon and dark unknown secrets in my heart.

I had a better way of explaining this but I forgot, it probably makes no sense, but what do I care.

Heartbreak

To be hurt by another hurts
That pain of your heart being shattered
 Emotions traveling through your veins
 Imploding your system leaving you
 Completely, Utterly function less

 But there is something worse…

Hurting yourself
Instead of breaking your heart bleeds
Your heart is not shattered
For you have wounded it
And that wound won’t heal
Every time it starts healing you
Wound it
Over and over again

Knowing you love him
Knowing your love will never be returned
Keeping away from him
Denying it all
It’s poison

 Poison
 Lethal, Invisible
He will Never know
Just keep smiling
 Hide it, you’re slowly dying

 Love
 Is the most ruthless of
 Poison
Symptoms? : Heartbreak

So life happens

I know I said that I was gonna keep up this blog but obviously that didn't happen. Its almost 2016 and I haven't done much...wonder why, lol. So this time I'll try harder.😊

Quick Update on me:
Still suck at spelling
I got old, like I'm 19 😣
I am a University student and my writing hasn't gotten any better than when I was in middle school😫😭
I joined a sorority, which I love but it is out of character for me
My family life sucks
I have met the best of friends 😍
Relationships are not my forte and I'm starting to think they never will be ahaha but then again who's good at them anyways
And that's really all I can think of now well guess I'll wait till next year to post something since it seems I only remember this blog once every year 😜
Xoxo 💋

PS I hate Twilight but my friends still love fml

Starting Over

I always forget I have this Blog and when I remember its because I'm trying to figure out who I am and what I do. I'm 17 and I know that I don't have to know who I am yet but that question seems to ponder around me all the time. I am a girl I know that. I also know that I am 17 and I am a Senior. The final thing I know is that I want to go to college and that I am interested in Neonatalology. What I do not know is if I want to show anyone I am. Who I truly am? Last year a friend of mine found out who I am, who is the real me. I wasn't afraid anymore and I felt more confident. Then I decided to not only tell but show who I am. I will start over and be me from now on... ok probably not right away but I am determined! DE TERMINATIOJN!!! YEAAAH !!

My Butt

My fiend went away on a trip so I was stuck with my brother all day. He is punished because he has been bad, meaning that he can't watch T.V. so that means I cant watch T.V. either. So we were bored and somehow he convinced me into a butt bump fight. For a guy he has a big butt so we were playing and he decided that it would be funny to throw something at my butt because he thought it would hurt me. The thing is that instead of hurting me it bounced off my butt and back to him hitting him in the gut. I didn't even notice so I just bumped into him and he was bending over because his gut really hurt so i accidentally hit his face. His face is bruised now and he is now officially afraid of my butt. I am now very self conscious of my boooooty. Yup that's is just another day in my awkward weird boring life.

NEVER EVER IN YOUR INTIRE LIFE DO THIS

over the week end I went on a boat whale watching well that was the worst thing I did.I came back soaking wet cuz I fell half way in the water my shoe got stuck at the railing so if it wasn't stuck I would have fallen into the ocean and a bunch of stup8id people were on the boat evwen though they get sea sick other than that it was kinda fun except we didn't see any whales at all =(
*angie*

CATS

Okay so9 ACE has a cat she is so cute and orange. Well ACE decided to do a video about her cat and she posted it on youtube is is awsome the title is Indiana Jones spoof! with a cat so go to youtube and type this is in
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-0PKQtH_Y8
and also see any of her other videos
you can subscribe and comment too she'll love that