Monday, January 11, 2016

Ocean



I love the ocean. It’s smell, beauty and its serenity. I love it so much because I relate to it.


My favorite way to describe myself:

I am like the Ocean. I will only let you see what I want to you to see. You may explore me and get all the way down to my deepest thought but you will get lost, for once you hit the deep dark ocean there will be nothing but black. On my calmest of days you may explore deep down into me but you will learn nothing new. Once you hit the darkness you will get silence. There is not further discovery unless I let you, which I won’t. On my worst day you won’t even get to see me for who I am. I am too clouded with my secretes and I am unruly. But once the storm is over I am back to my serene self. Joy and happiness on the horizon and dark unknown secrets in my heart.

I had a better way of explaining this but I forgot, it probably makes no sense, but what do I care.


Saturday, January 9, 2016

Heartbreak

To be hurt by another hurts
That pain of your heart being shattered
 Emotions traveling through your veins
 Imploding your system leaving you
 Completely, Utterly function less

 But there is something worse…

Hurting yourself
Instead of breaking your heart bleeds
Your heart is not shattered
For you have wounded it
And that wound won’t heal
Every time it starts healing you
Wound it
Over and over again

Knowing you love him
Knowing your love will never be returned
Keeping away from him
Denying it all
It’s poison

 Poison
 Lethal, Invisible
He will Never know
Just keep smiling
 Hide it, you’re slowly dying

 Love
 Is the most ruthless of
 Poison
Symptoms? : Heartbreak